Frontstabber

Day Ten: One confession

Fri, 27 Aug 2010 10:11:25 -0400

Uhm, Ayoko talaga maging abala ngayon sa kahit anong org o gawain dahil mas gusto ko pagtuunan ng pansin ang iilang taong importante sa akin. At iilang bagay na maipagmamalaki ko. :)

Ewan, hindi ko alam kung confession to pero hindi ako galit sa mga taong akala nila galit ako. More on disappointed at takot. :)

Actually, hindi ko gusto gumanti. gusto ko lang ng paliwanag. explain.

At ako ay in-love. :)

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now

Thu, 26 Aug 2010 12:16:13 -0400

1. :))))) Super smiley yan. Masaya ako ngayon. Contented. :)

1. }B) Serious mode. Hehehe, it’s not the time to fail.

HOY IKAW...

Thu, 26 Aug 2010 07:59:53 -0400

nikkopascua:

FEELINGERA KA. Akala mo kung sino kang maganda na ang lakas pa ng loob mong magreklamo sa kung sino mga nagkakacrush sayo e di ka naman kagandahan! HEH Kairita!

—> Taraaaaay!!! Ayan ah, wag magrereklamo sa mga nagkakacrush sa atin!!! :)))

Day Eight: Three turn ons

Wed, 25 Aug 2010 11:55:33 -0400

1. Taong intellectual. Gusto ko ng matalino kausap. Hehehe. Nerdy type.

2. Mysterious type personality. wala lang. nakakacurious.

3. Cute smile. :)) Hehehe.

Day Seven: Four turn offs

Tue, 24 Aug 2010 12:44:06 -0400

1. Yung masyadong nagmamagaling. well, okay lang naman maging matalino basta sigurado. hehehe.

2. Yung walang pakinabang sa buhay at walang direksyon. Gusto ko yung may pangarap na maging stable one day. gusto ko ng seryoso sa buhay.

3. Backstabber. It’s evident, promise.

4. Yung KJ. Okay lang maging corny pero wag kj. promise, asar.

"Galing niya magsalita as if naman may ginagawa kayo para sa Pilipinas. Galing niyo magcomment as if..."

Mon, 23 Aug 2010 12:18:18 -0400

“Galing niya magsalita as if naman may ginagawa kayo para sa Pilipinas. Galing niyo magcomment as if magaling kayo. Tama na ang sisihan okay?”

- freaky message sa lahat ng feelers

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done

Mon, 23 Aug 2010 12:05:38 -0400

1. join THAT org. baka sakaling naging summa pa ako ngayon.

2. trusted HIM. sana hindi ko na lang siya nakilala. at sana, hindi ko na lang pinilit na maging friend niya.

3. hesitated to shift. sana hindi ako natakot. sana hindi na ako umurong. baka graduate na rin ako ngayon.

4. nagfocus sa extra curricular activity. sana mas nagfocus talaga ako sa acads ko.

5. nag aksaya ng oras sa mga taong hindi ko naman pala tunay na kaibigan. :(

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot

Sun, 22 Aug 2010 06:13:44 -0400

1. pera

2. rarejobs

3. paper

4. advertising stuff

5. reunion

6. chona’s delight. (Masarap na food from baguio)

7. coke

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

Sat, 21 Aug 2010 06:56:45 -0400

1. Isa akong materialistic na tao!!!! Hahaha. Gusto ko ng mga regalo. Pero mas okay kung tpong hand made. parang hand made na diamond ring. hahaha.

2. Uhm, gusto ko ng kasama manood ng movie. yung tipong katabi ko lang at kaholding hands.

3. gusto ko, yung kasama ko pag naglalakad lakad, nakaupo somewhere at pinapanood ang surroundings.

4. maging sensible kausap. yung may alam na maraming bagay. para pag nakausap ko, eh may comment. hahaha.

5. maging sensitive sa needs ko. yung hindi ko na dapat sinasabi kung ano yung kailangan or nararamdaman ko.

6. dapat open sa nararamdaman at opinionated. dapat masalita ka.

7. dapat naiintindihan yung personality ko.

8. dapat interesting ang personality!!! ayoko ng boring. hehehe.

"Alam mo ba ang subtlety? Hindi ka marunog magparinig teh."

Fri, 20 Aug 2010 23:10:20 -0400

“Alam mo ba ang subtlety? Hindi ka marunog magparinig teh.”

- tuturuan kita one time.

Oo, alam na alam ko ang feeling ng naiinis!

Fri, 20 Aug 2010 22:15:37 -0400

Ayoko kasi sa lahat eh yung pinaglalaruan ang oras ko. nakakainis yun kasi hindi naman ako mahilig maglaro ng oras ng ibang tao. kapag sinabing may gagawin na ganito, i make sure na nandun ako, minsan late pero most if the time, okay naman.

hello, ikaw yung nagset ng meeting. sorry naman sa amin na nagcancel ng mga plans no. sorry naman sa aming religiously naghintay sa meeting.

sana naman nagsabi ka kahit text lang. nakakainis na hihintayin ka.

sorry, ayoko talaga sa mga taong hindi vinavalue ang oras ng iba. kahit pa sabihin mong 1 minute lang or 2 minutes lang yung nasayang. hello, paano kung chance ko na pala yun na maging millionaire di ba?

syempre, ang petty lang naman ng issue. oras lang naman. around 15 minutes lang naman. pero kahit na. ngayon, ikaw pa pala ang naagrabyado. FIIIINNNEEE. manigas ka jan.

kung me kasalanan kami, wag kang magpakachildish na ganyan ang way mo to fix things! gago ka.

syempre, galit na galit ako dito. hahaha. ayan, nalabas ko na. leche kasi.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

Fri, 20 Aug 2010 08:16:57 -0400

1. Nagrerehab ako ngayon dahil sa coke. Hahaha.

2. I am literally sweet. Hmmm, nilalanggam ako minsan. Walang joke.

3. I am not a music or chocolate lover.

4. Isa akong dakilang fan ni Harry Potter at ng Twilight Series.

5. I am a happy person. (“,)

6. My secret ambition is to be a UN Researcher. :)

7. I am inlove. :)

8. Feeling ko, isa akong anthropod nung past life ko. Hahaha.

9. I’m a soon to be writer. :) Ill travel the worldddd!!!

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

Thu, 19 Aug 2010 09:42:41 -0400

Hindi ko alam kung dapat may name pero dahil hindi ako sure, code name na lang.

1. Mother Earth- I terribly miss you. :) Super namimiss ko ang mga days na katabi kita matulog. tears*

2. MJ- Hindi ako galit. I am super disgusted. Plus disappointed.

3. Besti- Buhay ka pa ba? Huhu, hindi na kita nararamdaman.

4. R- Wherever you are. Alam mo na yun. Hmmm, IMY!

5. Ikaw- Hindi ako perfect. I committed a lot of mistakes before but that does not make me a lesser person as compared to you. You may not believe na I am trying my best to be better but I do not need your “dis”couragement. Your silence is better.

6. YOU- Yes, I am doing my best. Hay, career mode ako ngayon teh. Ang sarap ng feeling na ang tanging kakompetensya ko na lang eh ang sarili ko. Ang tanging record na kelangan kong ibreak ay ang record na naiset ko.

7. Pil- I will conquer you!

8. Bading- Teh, thanks for being a friend. Wala lang. Hahaha.

9. Zzzz. Sana makita ko ulit kayo soon. That time, sana wala na lahat. Sana ok na.

10. Pork- Thanks for making me complete. Thanks for everything. :)) ILY. Yaiks.

It's time to make some lists. So lemme start with this:

Thu, 19 Aug 2010 09:09:34 -0400

soyhermosa:

iamgaga:

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.

I hope this will make me sane again. I know my hell week’s over but some school works are making me lose my mind.

I will make gaya. Hehehe.

—Meee too. Gaya gaya me.

Connecting the Dots

Mon, 09 Aug 2010 07:34:00 -0400

And the sun rose again.

Through millions of moments captured,

rivers filled with tears,

dreams reignited.

The journey is on its way.

Reliving the history over bed of nails and candies.

Promises overshadowed doubts,

master’s trust; gods’ guidance,

by night the smiles were casted.

Upon the rock, the foundation laid,

a metaphor-coated pebbles and rocks.

The gifts of the muses suppresed,

then the swing swayed.

Deception occurred in a loop,

war never began and lost,

the walls fortified; offense strengthened,

the nature heeded against the call.

Gravity defied; laws buried underground,

reasons were not enough.

The threads were tied, the knife stashed,

all is well since then.

Yet the fear lingers in the eyes of the seekers.

Questions were never answered,

revelation was reserved to few.

Foes awaiting the fall,

nightmares haunting the truth.

When will the chapter end?

The cracks, the verdict, the judge.

The lucid dream couldn’t take it all.

Weaving is yet to stop.

The steps shine against the dark door.

Moments are counted, blessings are grasped,

groping for hope, trust, love and a bit of luck.

Staying true to the sanctity of a vow,

Together forever.

Yet the time ticks slowly,

teasing the fast heartbeats.

The future home is coming,

all I want is a glimpse.

The sun rose again.

Reliving the history over bed of nails and candies.

Yet the fear lingers in the eyes of the seekers.

The steps shine against the dark door.

Don’t falter, do not make a hush.

There’s no need to rush.

"Ako na ang in-love!!!"

Fri, 06 Aug 2010 12:33:24 -0400

“Ako na ang in-love!!!”

- Happy me.

"Don’t use the name of God to reflect that you are religious. You can’t measure your own..."

Thu, 05 Aug 2010 12:16:06 -0400

“Don’t use the name of God to reflect that you are religious. You can’t measure your own faith in God.”

- To that f****** Sunday School Teacher

"Suot ko ang lucky brief ko for today hoping na it will help me pass my Ethics exam. Sana lang, meron..."

Thu, 05 Aug 2010 04:36:35 -0400

“Suot ko ang lucky brief ko for today hoping na it will help me pass my Ethics exam. Sana lang, meron siyang extra hand para siya na lang din sana nagsulat ng answers ko.”

- Ethics Exam Aftermath

"Okay lang naman careerin ang report eh kung may nakikinig."

Wed, 04 Aug 2010 08:14:08 -0400

“Okay lang naman careerin ang report eh kung may nakikinig.”

- Comm 100 Class

Talking about Memories

Sun, 01 Aug 2010 13:07:07 -0400

Some says nothing is more frightening than seeing a ghost or an evil spirit. I might actually agree before, but I realized that there are more things that are scarier than seeing those “paranormal creatures” because aside from they can frighten you, sometimes, they can hurt you again, and again.Taking damage over time.

I browsed some old photos in friendster today and some of those pictures brought back old stories that I enclosed in some chests and buried underground. Those containing stories of friendship, love, lust, betrayal, dishonesty and hurt. I tried to stop my tears from falling when I realized I am now old enough to understand the things that I should have not done, I could have done, and I would have done.

Memories are precious to people yet for me, I really want to start something new. I want to create and re-create memories because I know, the time of separation is coming. I’ve been too old in this world and I already experienced a lot to the point that I am willing to give up anything and everything just to attain a more peaceful life: less active, less disturbances, less drama, more fun.

I am hoping that my dream tonight will not haunt me, of reliving again those stories that I’d rather forget.